Monday, October 20, 2008

Moving On...

Now I have to say Goodbye to our Happy Moments

Say hello for the Sadnezz of losing you

Waking-up each morning to face a new day without you

how painful it was... i swear! but i have to

Move on...



Memories left are the only things i could keep

to treasure every single bit of it

I have you thru my ups and downs

but now its the end of our journey..

i must move on



moving on... was never that easy

facing you each day pretending that everything was ok

you look at me so eagerly, and melt my heart so deeply

i didnt show you any emotion of me

i wana cry out loud, get histerical and walk out coz of pain

you look at me as sharp as a knife killing my heart and turture every piece of it

but i said to my self, no LOURDES your strong remember? that strength makes me feel numb

good enough to help me move on...



but how can it be possible when each time i turned my back from you

my tears just fall down, oh what a weak girl.. i said

i thought i am strong not to feel any pain, but i proved my self wrong

how can i possible move on? if everything around me reminds me of you?

the person i had love and still being inlove with?

why did you hurt me this much?

Do i deserve all of this?

well part of loving..

i have to move on... time will heal such pain..

i hope and i pray..

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